maybe im a bit jaded but feel, why after 40 years are two side of the family that could never play nice for the holidays when we were little and it mattered, suddenly want to do this when were adults?
as now I don't want to share my xmas with strangers I must fake smile at, run out last min and get a fake gift for, smile like I won't be tossing their gift right in the trash when no one is looking, make small talk about nothing..........
Ill send my gift along for those I consider my family but Im not going
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